MAN SHE HASN'T EVEN REMOTELY PROCESSED THE DRAGON THING. Like she knows about berserkers and skin-changers and priests of Dinache but like. Her view of herself is as such a passive thing, not just a tool, but a tool for healing and. So. Like she's not outwardly denying it, but it's hard for her to really actually in her bones believe that she could be some big wrathful thing that tore up HQ. Does Not Compute. Right now she can barely get to "there was a dragon and it was my fault," which is aways away from "there was a dragon and it was me." It's going to take a little more getting out and interacting with people actually involved in the incident before she ever remotely knows what to think about it.

MAKE UP A GOOD END SCENARIO FOR KERRY IN THUSIA and also make a bad end. Be as creative as you like with either.